Saturday, June 23, 2012

So hopefully I’ll reborn tomorrow

My confidence has shattered quite dramatically today. I am probably never good enough for anyone, including myself. I am basically worthless and bad without even realizing it. 

But I endured today, and I know others meant well. They straightforwardly crushed me just so that I can build up better endurance for next time. Still, it hurts a lot when people just said “Urgh this is bad, how can you be this bad”, I am kind of surprised that I didn’t tear up until I was home, haha. 

Therefore the title. 

Notes

  1. cassopeia reblogged this from palalife and added:
    What?! Don’t listen to them pala! You’re not worthless and your art is gorgeous. I’m sorry but whoever criticized you is...
  2. scotts-werewolf-oven said: No, you are amazing. Your artwork is so beautiful that I just want to cry. You seem like such a sweet, kind person. You are amazing and so talented.
  3. synekdokee reblogged this from palalife and added:
    Is this about school or some-such? Baby you’re awesome in our eyes.
  4. nekosmuse said: I’m not sure what happened, but whoever made you feel this way is obviously clueless. This is not how you give someone critique. Your art is fantastic. ::hugs::
  5. culacuuby said: D: D: D: What was the context they said this in~?
  6. akirasouchan reblogged this from palalife and added:
    Ahhh poor pala *hug* Have confidence in youself! You are really talented and I love your works very much! Sometines...
  7. redshirtstandingby said: That doesn’t sound like anything remotely constructive. More like rudeness and attack. You are a great artist with a unique style and clearly tons of people love you. You will get past this and rise above those idiots.
  8. aqueoushumor said: Well, damn. Hopefully you’ll at least get a thicker skin out of this. I don’t know about the specifics, but I swear some people take pleasure in crushing people’s self esteem. Don’t let them win.
  9. mochitastic said: lots of hugs for you pala! <33333
  10. shaliara said: What? What? No, no absolutely! Your art has something unique in it and IT’S GOOD! Don’t let people tell you otherwise. *hugs* Why people do this so harshly, I dunno
  11. jamesorangecat said: THAT’S BULLSHIT! YOU’RE AMAZING!
  12. greenapple2004 said: ?!?!??!!?!?! :-((( *hugs*
  13. codenamecesare said: Anyone who made you feel that way is a shitty critic. A good critique should make you feel a bit humbled, but also confident about improving. I hope you’re able to get something useful from this eventually, but my heart hurts for you right now. <3
  14. chronaxie said: *HUGS*
  15. moncube said: Please take care, you wonderful person. Yeah I hope tomorrow will be a better day for you!
  16. flatulenceofthesoul said: aww baby, you are not worthless! Don’t say that, we love you! <3
  17. lostwiginity said: Is this about your art? Cos I see “professional art” every day that doesn’t even come close to yours.
  18. subtilior said: What? What? WHAT IS THIS? Boo, hiss to them, because you are splendid, as is your artwork. Sure, everyone in this world can improve *something*, so they can improve their feedback-giving skills, for one. *glowers at them*
  19. rozf said: I’m with takma-rierah here. Profession or not, people *enjoy* what you’re creating and that is just as important, if not more important that anything else.
  20. ctcsherry said: What doesn’t kill you make you stronger Pala! You will come out of this a even better and confident artist I’m sure
  21. i-boudicca-i said: *hugs*
  22. holybikinisbatman said: Fuck them! They obviously don’t know talent when it’s right in front of their faces. You’re an amazing person, okay? You’re awesome, and I love seeing you on my dash. Whoever told you that, fuck them.
  23. takma-rierah said: Whaaat no no dear! You’re not worthless and bad at all! Being less experienced than other people doesn’t mean a thing, especially not when you can make people *happy* just by doing what makes you happy! Professional artists often lose sight of that.
  24. zpinkotter said: i will beat these people up for you! >:|
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